I'm Steppin' into Depression
A new phase in my life
And maybe when I get in there
It will take away all of the
strife
The strife that you caused me
The words that you said
The looks that haunted me
Wishing I was dead
Because
love, my dear, is not a game
It's the only thing out here that will keep you sane
Sane from this world where there's
war and hate
A world where sometimes its too late
But it's probably my fault
I mean I've never even said a word
to you
But that doesn't mean you can tear me apart
Just like you always do
So I'm Steppin' into Depression
And
Tears flood my eyes
Because I know that once I get in there
I'll never again see the skies.
I feel kinda hurt I feel kinda sad.
Over something you did
that i thought was bad.
I don't act the same but
pretend to be fine.
I hide all the tears I hide all the cryin.
It seems you don't care
what I think or feel.
your
not the same person
your no longer real.
You don't see my pain
when you look in my eyes.
It's all there because
I
can see through your lies.
You don't act like a person
you act a different way.
Your never yourself and
you
don't seem okay.
I just wish you realize it's not like before
because it's scaring me that I don't know you anymore.
I guess its time to say goodbye
and i know its hard to leave
Lets live sepreate lives
What im about to say is
killin me
Its funny, i thought this would all be easy
But all of a sudden its not
And im tryong to hold all my
tears
Because leaving you is hurting me alot
Im trying to write you this poem because you are my friend
Not to,would
not be fair
And its to much to pretend
That i dont care
The years have gone by to fast
But we knew this fantasy
wouldnt last
We have had many days, good and bad
Im going to stop, this is breaking my heart
And now at last
We
shall part
