i cannot believe i jus let you go,

with out atleast putting up a fight,

i jus realeased muh hand from yours,

then now knowing i wont ever see u again,

i cannot belive i was so stupid,

i could have held on tite,

and forced him to keep you here,

rite next to me,

forever and for soon to be,

i just can hardly see,

your picture in muh head any longer,

i think he is doing this on purpose,

maybe he wants u to move on,

away from muh heart,

but i wont let him take u away,

away from me,

i wont,

just knowing i just let your hand release from myne,

makes me so unshure of muhself,

it makes me so upset,

knowing it was all my fault.... 2/20/05