everytime i think of u,

it makes me wanna cry,

just to think that u usta be that person,

that could make giggle and smile,

knowing that i luved u so very much,

now u take that as sumtin u could jus crush

everytime i think of u,

it makes me wanna laugh

to accually think i usta think you was the one

that i could be with for the rest of time

but now knowing your true identity

who u really are up close

makes me wanna move farther away from u

 and kno u even less

everytime i think of u

it makes me wanna die

knowing u dont love me anymore

and you made my heart so swore

it jus gathers pain inside

it makes me think

that i dont have anything to stay for

so mise well leave this world behind

with a sad goodbye

everytime i think of u,

it makes me wanna do something stupid

,just knowing that u ain't here to stop me,

knowing that u dont really care,

because everytime it think of u,

it makes me do all of these crazy things,

now u know why i hate u so much,

and to accually think i accually usta trust you,

how stupid could i get.

2/19/05 .....dedicated to Mark