Every minute that goes by, you are a minute closer to death and further from your youth.

 I want a boy who would hold my hand in line at the mall & make all the girls jealous. I want someone who would sing to me at random moments. someone who is more goofy than romantic. a boy who`d throw stuffed animals at me when I`m acting dumb. someone who`d bet me kisses that he could beat me at all the old playstation games && then let me win. a guy who`d make fun of me just to hear my  laugh. he`d play with my hair all the time && surprise me with 25 cent rings. someone who I could share lollipops with && lay on a blanket with to count the stars. we`d buy tons of disposable cameras to take the silliest pictures of each other and squirt water guns at each other in the house. but mostly, someone who would be my best friend and would never break my heart. he would just always make me S M I L E.

He looked at me and said,
"Do you ever feel like you're working
for something you're never going to get.
That shoot and miss kind of deal.
Like, no matter what you do you can't have it,
but thats what makes you fight for it just a little bit more?"
I looked at him, stared at him for a second
and replied, "Everyday..."