December 2
--ugh today was so fuckin boring all i did was sleep...and drag myself around the house...im so fuckin upset...ALL GUYS ARE FUCKIN ASSHOLES....dotn undestand how i accually trusted him to not hurt me...but it never works out that way does it? I still miss my daddy 2 ....i havn't talked to him in about 3 months....i want to talk to him so fuckin bad....but anyway enough for today cuz i cant think of nuthin else to say about my pathetic life so lata...xoxoxo(-~*~like anyone cares~*~-)

Mood:  hug me
Topic: UN FUCKIN HAPPY
--last nite i kinda like broke up with muh boyfriend...we dont really get to talk because HE keeps gettin into trouble...but anyway.....now fuckin sam's pissen me off ....gd i am so fuckin unhappy 2day .......ugh nuthin really else to say..day was fuckin boring and miserable...

-------it seems as if nobody luv's me-------
----------why do i think this?------------
-------------is it true?--------------

Mood:  hug me
Topic: Ohh Whutta Day Whutta Day
---omg today was so flippen gay.....lol.....i got into trouble because so fuckin teachers think u dont EVER have to use the bathroom and so i got tired of it I HAD TO GO so i left the room....i hope she does give me a fuckin detention i wont serve it jus like i didn't serve hers last yr......but anyway...lol....we got our computer fixed last nite!!!!YES!!! sumtin muh mom did YES IT WASN' ME!!-lol- but anyway kinda upset cuz i didn't get to talk to Chris last nite cuz :( i hope i get to talk to him tonite......FREAKEN sam is maken me mad.....i wanna know the freaken answer to that ?--plz answer it:(-----Hey Melissa good luck on ur site-------ugh whut to say whut to say.....ugh the rest of the shit i can think of it is justa waste of time cuz all i did was EAT pizza and get on here!!!--well lata---*~*luv'z Chris Lot'z*~*

Mood:  a-ok
Topic: WOW!!!-lol-
--HAHAHA today was great!!!!! HAHA Melissa--flubber-boxers-(belt)-pants--!!!!lol dat was so disgusting i hope Mrs. Studder told her dat would be hularious that is prly why she aint talken to me and she keeps staren at me....lol....OMG SHE IS GUNNA BEAT ME UP ----HAHAHA she mite sit on me....lol....FUNNY !!!!!! but anyway...besides that my day sucked ass muh fucken computer is already pissen me off and we jus got it Tuesday(last week)...FIGURES everything fucken pisses me off exspecially when fuckin ppl try to steal muh pencil and tell me they give it back...AINT THAT FUNNY BETHANY....IT JUS MAGICALLY APPEARS IN UR POCKET.....but anyway thats enough for today! i cant wait till 7!!! talk to muh sexxy babey!!!YES! lol lata~*~Luv Chris Lot'z*~*

Mood:  down
Topic: pissed off
--today i am still fuckin pissed off from what happend last nite...i am sry but ppl shouldn't have to live with there past alll there fuckin life ....and it shouldn't be ruining there lives either ur suppose to be forgiven and when ur forgiven it shouldn't ever be brought back up agian.....i am jus glad i have Chris and all of muh friends to cheer me up when i am down....it worked a lil bit but not much.. ---besides all this shit i havn't done shit besides update muh site summore.....so lata----